gladwrap.

its thursday, and im glad that today is over.
i had a math test and timed writing today, hopefully i did well, or okay...

Do you ever have those days when you tell yourself that you'll remember this moment when your older, or in the future, and that youre going to look back at your past and have your own story to tell? its been happening alot to me lately.

& things get old, and times get boring, but as the wise woman says, you have to put your own effort in making things better and working things out. Relighting burnt out flames and adding more kindling.. thats it.

1.ive beeen eating too much lately
2.ive been inspired but tooo sore to do anything about it
3. and have been procrastinating pretty bad
4. $$$$----------
5. i really want to cut my hair short but then again idk...

hey, don't worry, ill push myself. don't worry, ill get farther, don't trip, i'll
work for it, don't worry, ill be better..

round II tomorrow, cerritos and pics on saturday.
somethings to look forward to.

this time.

"while thinking bout the people we meet, dancing feet
wasters on the cover of a magazine
people you've kissed, people you lust and the ones that you might not ever remember whats the use.
i'm not what i was last summer, not who i was in the spring
tell me tell me tell me, when will we learn we love it and we leave it and we watch it burn
damn these wild young hearts damn these wild young hearts
we know we shouldnt do it but we do it anyway
we know we might regret it but it seemed ok
damn these wild young hearts. damn these wild young hearts. damn these wild young hearts
cuz he wont be the same next summer, and i guess i'll see you in the spring
somebody tell me tell me tell me, when will i learn, i love it and i leave it and i watch it burn
damn these wild young hearts"

sumday.

post third day of my extractions & im not sobbing anymore.
thursday and friday were hellllllllll. never get four teeth pulled out at the same time! the pain while getting taking the teeth out was much easier to handle than the pain that comes with it after. or maybe its just me.
ive been chewing like a cow for the pass week..

darlas debut was goood. she looked so pretttyyyyyyy! i was glad to be a candle, although i hate public speaking. Oh and we did small military on a floor that was probably the size of a small car.. that was hilariously embarrassing. Then i sang with gretch and arielle. hahaa i thought it was pretty bad, not to mention that we only practiced for like 3 days... but gosh does arielle have a voice !!! love the two anyway :] & may i say my dad wass quite the disco king back in his day. hahaha. <3

got homeee, knocked out partially on the couch. My mom then gave me a bowl of fried rice from sinamluang or whatevs. i was half asleep, chewing on some white rubbery thing, then found out the next morning it was squid.. ewwieeee.

whensssss summer coming? soon . i should start a countdown ..

bored at home, need to clean. going to go pick up my sister at my older sisters house in valencia cause shes housesitting . hahaha, losah.

adiosss.

blah the day

so im getting four teeth pulled on thursday, and thats nothing to look forward to.
Darlenes debut mos def will be fun, although i dont know what im singing ... well the lyrics. haha. then karaoke for laurens bday on sunday.


things are tight, familys tight, everythings going mad.

i dont feel really happy.

and your not really helping either.

and i dont know what is going on with my brain, or myself lately.

it sucks to be this typeofgirl..

&& when the future comes, my life will come with it.

i just want school to be over, get out of the tenth grade, get to summer, HAVE FUN, and start over. everything. clean and crisp and clear.



oh and its Laurentini's bday tomorrow!! :]

if you feel

how i feel, then everything will be fine.

if you get what i get, then we'll get what we get.

if i change what i can change, will things change?