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“You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.”
-Dr.Seuss

So for once today, I didn't start falling asleep in ApEuro. But i failed during English and Spanish -.- tsk.
As for Chuy, who is actually a girl, things are going okay, even though I feel so guilty when I'm picking at her tissue and muscle..

So today after practice, my momma and I couldn't decide where to eat so we just ended up in Little Tokyo around like 8 oclock. So we went and shopped for little things and ate at the shabushabu house, talked about random stuff along the way. I love herrrrr.
Got home around 9:30.

Tomorrow, practice with the Future team, which I am happy to say I am a captain of :]]]] It took so much to get to this point, and will take even more to get above and beyond it. Also, STAR testing, shorter and fewer periods. woohoo.

Oh and my hawaii trip got moved to June/July cause my eldest sister injured her jaw mad status and now she has to recover with like a wire in her mouth :[[ poorbaby.


So things look up, even when things start looking around and down, eventually they'll start to look up. Even when love goes in circles and down holes, and in zigzag lines, it always manages to find its original path; all types of love do. I promise we're infinite.

what happens when

your the jealous type?
your the scaredy cat type?
your the unsure type?

I hate the fact that I am all three types. I can't handle not being able to handle myself.


ON ANOTHER NOTE, i am going to dissect a cat in physiology tomorrow. A cat name Chubaka aka "CHUY." A cat that looks like one of my cats. A cat that once had emotions and hair all over its body. A cat that once meow-ed. Poor kitty. See what happens when people don't fix their cats, excessive amounts are born and they have no homes. Then they are put to sleep and used for 'scientific purposes.' And i can justify my position and feelings by saying frogs and pigs aren't a common household pet & that I have four cats at home that I know hug with guilt. SPAY OR NEUTER YOUR CAT TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh and the field trip today was pretty okay, well the end was fun. I need to sleep so I won't fall asleep in class. tsk bad me.



I'm walking on a line made of chalk.

toeday.

So,
i spent today bonding with mr.bautista.

we went to watch 17 again, and boy oh boy does zac efron look HOTT!!
hahahaha, it was pretty okay, i thought the plot could have been a little bit better.
then went shopping and bought a bunch of things.. mostly for my feet :D

then met up with my momma to eat at cpk,
we ran back to the americana to get pinkberry and saw sabriyya, julia, alexis, and janelle on the way. took a minute to hug and yell about zac efron.
got to pinkberry and saw the HO! and biancer with fionaz momma & bro.
hugged then peaced outtttttt.



now im home. im tired but i dont wanna sleep.
my moms kinda baggin on me.
but i love her and she does toooo much for me..

sometimes having too much wont make you happy... "/

i just want tomorrow to come so i can forget about today and move on tomorrow.

& this spring break isnt half bad!

so i found out

that
1. on tuesday i have my first orthopedist appointment for braces, FINALLY!!!!
2. that im going to hawaii at the end of april, and its booked for sure.
3. im missing STAR testing and have to make it up
4. im putting my life on hold to spend time with my sisters, mom, and niece.


i cant wait! itll be freaking fun and amazing, but
im just scared ill be a little behind in school :p
ahhhh.
<3?#<#


JOYY !!!!
both sarcastically and not sarcastically!

seconds

This was better.


So woke up around ten and ate leftovers from the cheescake factory, what huge proportions they serve :), then finally made plans with gabo and kev to hit up burbank. Stood on the 92 for 3/4 of the trip and felt car sick even though we were on a bus, haham when we got off we got drinks to revive our sick bodies.

And its decided that I am helping gabbie shop for furniture for her dorm room in boston :D

So we went around the mall. Kev got two pairs of plugs, I bought earrings and headbands and got gabbie this pencil haha. We spent about two hours just talking and eating at the food court. Then we went to AMAZING ikea!!!! Hhaha I swear I love that place and I believe kev an gabbie do now too. When we got to the end of the store there were fifty cent hotdogs one dollar soft drinks ice creams and cinnamon buns!! We were broke at that point so we rummaged through our pockets and bags and came up with 1.50 somehow and each got a delicious hot dog. So we sat there finished with our hotdogs and conversated a little more. And I cannpt forget to mention this little odd boy who gave us this scary long face half the time we were sitting, ahgg!

Well today was quite an adventure, loved it :)


And I love kev, haha period.


And gabbie too. :)

aches and pains

How good does it feel to be finished with captain tryoutas? Pretttyyy darn splendid.

But I am up at one am 107/112 of my sprite notes are completed and I'm just going to go to bed. My back hurts super bad, my knees are killing me .aye. After my ap euro test and taming of the shrew test, I think the rest of my day will be fun tomorrow. Plus, small dance gets to meet our new ballet teacher and its a minimum day. Sweet.


Oh how I love kevin velasquez :) I think I'm too hard on him though..


Night bitchez.

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Posting a blog while going to school. God I love my blackberry, although I am just a teenage kid with a working mom's phone.its flipping cold, I just hope winters saying goodbye.

For the last two days I've been feeling quite blank towards you. Fresh starts gettin old