day 4

So on the fourth day, we picked up breakfast at a cafe and set out. First stop, dole plantation!!! OMG dole floats and pineapples . Yumyumyummm hahaha . The dole float was what I was waiting to eat since the beginning of the trip... After that we went around north shore. We went to this beach where turtles came to eat but there weren't any :( so my sisters and I just took pictures on the lava rocks that were on the beach. We then ate at a place called shrimp shack , but I hate the texture of shrimp. So while I ate grilled mahimahi, my sisters liked their fingers and teased me about missing out on the best food ever.. Passs! After that we found a little beach where we were hthe only people . We didn't go in the water much because we were scared of sharks since we were told that the last shark attack happened there. There were tons of these little blue jellyfish that looked like condoms.haha. After that my sisters wanted more shrimpp so we tried this other shack, Giovanni's. I judt had a smoothie and pineapple with li hing mui. After that, we got Matsumoto' shaved ice. Yumyumyum! I got mango, guava, and cotton candy with icecream! Boomb. There were lots of little ferrel cats.. Then we bounced out and had puka dogs for dinner. All this eating! Ill miss it.

day 3

Day three, woke up and went to Leonards to get yummy hawaiian donuts, malasadas. Then went to Hanauma Bay to go snorkeling. We had to watch some video about the perservation of the island and wildlife. Once we got in, we got ready to snorkel and went in. It was very pretty. We saw tons of fish, but it was difficult to snorkel because it was low tide. Oh and we saw the state fish, humuhumunukunukuapua'a ! It was funny cause it tried attacking us and just hanged around us . We named it kevin, because it resembled the kevin in Up. Once we left we went to this beautiful japanese temple, then to Pali lookout, where the view was amazing. Then we ventured out to Kualoa Ranch, where all these movies like 50 first dates, Jurassic Park , and the show Lost were filmed. We went on a tour and saw world war 2 battle bases. We then went to this macadamia farm store, got coconuts from some loocals and went back to the city. We watched the local we met, Meiko, do some fire tricks at the mall , then we ate ramen. Chilled with mu two sisters and niece while my mom n older sis went upstairs. Ohh I love life.

day two

So we all woke up pretty darn early as it would be like ten o'clock in la. We got ready and headed out to ther breakfast buffet at the hotel. Yuuuumm! Salmon and waffles and miso soup! Then we headed down to the beach and took pictures. Then we went to diamond head, the extinct volcano. Pretty cool inside. Went to the University of Hawaii. That was pretty awesome, my nephew wants to go there. Then we went to Ono Hawaiian food. Booooommmbbb! Thank you yelp and anthony bourdain! Haha , it felt like we were eating at home, but hawaiian food instead of filipino. That's where we were when Michael Jackson died. Chills. Oh and I love hawaiians and their hospitality and laidbackness. After we ate we went back to the hotel to change into bathing suits. We then went on a catamaran . It took us out pretty far and we got soaked and had fun. Plus our captains were cuuteee! Locals with their tans, accents and bodies... After that we got ready again and went out to eat soba and udon at this posh but yummy japanese restaurant where they handmake their noodles. It was pretty hilarious walking there. After it was like 8 , so my sisters niece and I went to the international marketplace, got these cute bracelets for five bucks, ate Puka dogs! Ommg! Theee best ! Its like a hot dog filled with lemon garlic sauce, mango relish, and a hotdog. THE BEST, and thanks again to NO Reservations .. Then my niece and I got hennas. I got a hibiscus flower. So I had to sleep on my tummy and side to let it dry. When I woke up, my sister peeled it off and it was faint :( but later on it got darker and so did I.


I love Hawaii.
Don't miss the mainland, but I miss the kevins...


Aloha.

day one - hotel

Got in oahu around 8 .. Which is 11pm in la.. Walked out of the airport and it was huuumiiddd!! It drizzled a little but was still hot. I love hawaii weather. Plus the street names; punchbowl ave and likelike st. Hahaa. I'm staying at the westin with my mom three older sisters and niece.. Its beautiful. And right now were sitting at the bar by the beach eating dinner cause the six hour plane ride only gave us peanuts and soda..


The waters a visible blue even at night. I've got sand inbetween my toes from running down the beach. I know its cliche but I want my honeymoon to be in hawaii ..


Going to the ABC store, nighty!

i

want to dance, pretty darn bad right about now..


i think thats what ill do tomorrow from 8-10
or maybe study a little too..
:]


one week anniversary with my braces <3
i can CHEW!!

hayy i can

chew better now, doesnt hurt as much :] yay
ive already lost a lot of weight cause of these braces. I want to eateateat!!


Well, sometimes its better to leave some things left unsaid, especially when you don't know if the way you feel is worth feeling. Its scary being compared to a girl like that. And its scary making a boy feel like that. Lets be better, I'll be better, I'll be more sure, I'll be less aggressive, I'll be less observant.

Four more dang days till the tenth grade is over, please just any grade rather than this random Wednesday of a grade!

So, for the past few days, I've been signing on to AIM again because I have time now. Tryina talk to old friends again, rekindle old friendships, the whole shabam. Feels good to be back on that list, haha.


OH and today, Jill, my ballet teacher, started talking to me and a few of the other girls in ballet class about going on pointe. She says we're strong enough, considering our leg strength and cores, which are getting there.. Hopefully, in a few weeks or so, we can try going on pointe to strengthen everything and to get better points! I so wanna do it, yayayayayaya.

seven months

thank you for every moment, good and bad. <3










so can't wait until school is finished, and yet, i can because i don't think i'll be able to handle the seniors graduating.. What will i do without them? Course they have to move on with their lives, and so do i.. But i'll love the class of '09..

And so i'm going to Hawaii the week after school ends, and im looking soo forward to that, waking up to the beach, and fun and family and food!!!!!!!!!!
YAY!

BUT, Ksy is leaving for Texas that week, so it is a must that I/we do something for him... I don't want him to leave, along with many others. I don't want to loose touch with him, and i'll force myself not to, he's a valuable friend to me although he may not seem to, to others. He's a person you have to dig through in order to get, I believe. :)

Well, i have to sort out my backpack and sleep, this horrible skin needs to rejuvenate itself. Miss my daddy, "/
night world.

getting

the real stufffffffffff on tomorrowz.


yay nay.
vay hay.
kayyyy,



night world.

whatever

happens, happens
whatever doesn't,
will some day.






woke up at 9:45 to go to the dentist and got my teeth cleaned, then went to the mall with momma to get a spare contact for my right eye cause i ran out and re ordered more.
we ate cinnabon and hotdog on a stick and talked about things, then went to sephora.
after that we picked kev up to watch "Up." and may i say that the Pacific theaters are way nicer than the exchange ones and comfier! Despues, nostros vamos a mi casa.
My dad got hungry so we went to little tokyo. Hahaha kevin had fun and ate all this new food . Octopus balls , red bean cakes, shabushabu. Got all these cute little lunch utensil things. then went to American Apparel & found a rummage saleeeeeeee!!!
spent $59 for a crap load.

then we went home and cleaned my closet :]] worked on our powerpoint and hung out.
ahh, love .

nightynight.

make nice.

"Everything happens to everybody sooner or later if there is time enough."
-George Bernard Shaw



It is officially almost the end of the 08-09 team.. Two more weeks.
2 more weeks of savoring every minute left with the seniors
2 more weeks of just plain school
2 more weeks of being a sophomore
2 more weeks of crying
2 more weeks of reminiscing
2 more weeks of fun and games

sobbing after the revue, I promised to run to gabbie first after the bow.
and i did. and we cried. and we knew that that would probably be the last time we would dance together for a while.

creationist.

almost there.
everything is about to hit home base.

so scared, so happy, so sad...
too busy, not enoughhhhh.
too much.


just right..
im glad, we're nothing like them.
thankyou.

newww.

hair, new confidence,
new new new!


had such a tiring practice today,
revue is like in three days !!!!

went to kev's house for a little after practice,
boy was it funny to watch him reenact Renaissance era
dances.hahahaha.
i love him, and im in love with him.

:]]
im outtttttt.

gladwrap.

its thursday, and im glad that today is over.
i had a math test and timed writing today, hopefully i did well, or okay...

Do you ever have those days when you tell yourself that you'll remember this moment when your older, or in the future, and that youre going to look back at your past and have your own story to tell? its been happening alot to me lately.

& things get old, and times get boring, but as the wise woman says, you have to put your own effort in making things better and working things out. Relighting burnt out flames and adding more kindling.. thats it.

1.ive beeen eating too much lately
2.ive been inspired but tooo sore to do anything about it
3. and have been procrastinating pretty bad
4. $$$$----------
5. i really want to cut my hair short but then again idk...

hey, don't worry, ill push myself. don't worry, ill get farther, don't trip, i'll
work for it, don't worry, ill be better..

round II tomorrow, cerritos and pics on saturday.
somethings to look forward to.

this time.

"while thinking bout the people we meet, dancing feet
wasters on the cover of a magazine
people you've kissed, people you lust and the ones that you might not ever remember whats the use.
i'm not what i was last summer, not who i was in the spring
tell me tell me tell me, when will we learn we love it and we leave it and we watch it burn
damn these wild young hearts damn these wild young hearts
we know we shouldnt do it but we do it anyway
we know we might regret it but it seemed ok
damn these wild young hearts. damn these wild young hearts. damn these wild young hearts
cuz he wont be the same next summer, and i guess i'll see you in the spring
somebody tell me tell me tell me, when will i learn, i love it and i leave it and i watch it burn
damn these wild young hearts"

sumday.

post third day of my extractions & im not sobbing anymore.
thursday and friday were hellllllllll. never get four teeth pulled out at the same time! the pain while getting taking the teeth out was much easier to handle than the pain that comes with it after. or maybe its just me.
ive been chewing like a cow for the pass week..

darlas debut was goood. she looked so pretttyyyyyyy! i was glad to be a candle, although i hate public speaking. Oh and we did small military on a floor that was probably the size of a small car.. that was hilariously embarrassing. Then i sang with gretch and arielle. hahaa i thought it was pretty bad, not to mention that we only practiced for like 3 days... but gosh does arielle have a voice !!! love the two anyway :] & may i say my dad wass quite the disco king back in his day. hahaha. <3

got homeee, knocked out partially on the couch. My mom then gave me a bowl of fried rice from sinamluang or whatevs. i was half asleep, chewing on some white rubbery thing, then found out the next morning it was squid.. ewwieeee.

whensssss summer coming? soon . i should start a countdown ..

bored at home, need to clean. going to go pick up my sister at my older sisters house in valencia cause shes housesitting . hahaha, losah.

adiosss.

blah the day

so im getting four teeth pulled on thursday, and thats nothing to look forward to.
Darlenes debut mos def will be fun, although i dont know what im singing ... well the lyrics. haha. then karaoke for laurens bday on sunday.


things are tight, familys tight, everythings going mad.

i dont feel really happy.

and your not really helping either.

and i dont know what is going on with my brain, or myself lately.

it sucks to be this typeofgirl..

&& when the future comes, my life will come with it.

i just want school to be over, get out of the tenth grade, get to summer, HAVE FUN, and start over. everything. clean and crisp and clear.



oh and its Laurentini's bday tomorrow!! :]

if you feel

how i feel, then everything will be fine.

if you get what i get, then we'll get what we get.

if i change what i can change, will things change?

halohello

“You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.”
-Dr.Seuss

So for once today, I didn't start falling asleep in ApEuro. But i failed during English and Spanish -.- tsk.
As for Chuy, who is actually a girl, things are going okay, even though I feel so guilty when I'm picking at her tissue and muscle..

So today after practice, my momma and I couldn't decide where to eat so we just ended up in Little Tokyo around like 8 oclock. So we went and shopped for little things and ate at the shabushabu house, talked about random stuff along the way. I love herrrrr.
Got home around 9:30.

Tomorrow, practice with the Future team, which I am happy to say I am a captain of :]]]] It took so much to get to this point, and will take even more to get above and beyond it. Also, STAR testing, shorter and fewer periods. woohoo.

Oh and my hawaii trip got moved to June/July cause my eldest sister injured her jaw mad status and now she has to recover with like a wire in her mouth :[[ poorbaby.


So things look up, even when things start looking around and down, eventually they'll start to look up. Even when love goes in circles and down holes, and in zigzag lines, it always manages to find its original path; all types of love do. I promise we're infinite.

what happens when

your the jealous type?
your the scaredy cat type?
your the unsure type?

I hate the fact that I am all three types. I can't handle not being able to handle myself.


ON ANOTHER NOTE, i am going to dissect a cat in physiology tomorrow. A cat name Chubaka aka "CHUY." A cat that looks like one of my cats. A cat that once had emotions and hair all over its body. A cat that once meow-ed. Poor kitty. See what happens when people don't fix their cats, excessive amounts are born and they have no homes. Then they are put to sleep and used for 'scientific purposes.' And i can justify my position and feelings by saying frogs and pigs aren't a common household pet & that I have four cats at home that I know hug with guilt. SPAY OR NEUTER YOUR CAT TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh and the field trip today was pretty okay, well the end was fun. I need to sleep so I won't fall asleep in class. tsk bad me.



I'm walking on a line made of chalk.

toeday.

So,
i spent today bonding with mr.bautista.

we went to watch 17 again, and boy oh boy does zac efron look HOTT!!
hahahaha, it was pretty okay, i thought the plot could have been a little bit better.
then went shopping and bought a bunch of things.. mostly for my feet :D

then met up with my momma to eat at cpk,
we ran back to the americana to get pinkberry and saw sabriyya, julia, alexis, and janelle on the way. took a minute to hug and yell about zac efron.
got to pinkberry and saw the HO! and biancer with fionaz momma & bro.
hugged then peaced outtttttt.



now im home. im tired but i dont wanna sleep.
my moms kinda baggin on me.
but i love her and she does toooo much for me..

sometimes having too much wont make you happy... "/

i just want tomorrow to come so i can forget about today and move on tomorrow.

& this spring break isnt half bad!

so i found out

that
1. on tuesday i have my first orthopedist appointment for braces, FINALLY!!!!
2. that im going to hawaii at the end of april, and its booked for sure.
3. im missing STAR testing and have to make it up
4. im putting my life on hold to spend time with my sisters, mom, and niece.


i cant wait! itll be freaking fun and amazing, but
im just scared ill be a little behind in school :p
ahhhh.
<3?#<#


JOYY !!!!
both sarcastically and not sarcastically!

seconds

This was better.


So woke up around ten and ate leftovers from the cheescake factory, what huge proportions they serve :), then finally made plans with gabo and kev to hit up burbank. Stood on the 92 for 3/4 of the trip and felt car sick even though we were on a bus, haham when we got off we got drinks to revive our sick bodies.

And its decided that I am helping gabbie shop for furniture for her dorm room in boston :D

So we went around the mall. Kev got two pairs of plugs, I bought earrings and headbands and got gabbie this pencil haha. We spent about two hours just talking and eating at the food court. Then we went to AMAZING ikea!!!! Hhaha I swear I love that place and I believe kev an gabbie do now too. When we got to the end of the store there were fifty cent hotdogs one dollar soft drinks ice creams and cinnamon buns!! We were broke at that point so we rummaged through our pockets and bags and came up with 1.50 somehow and each got a delicious hot dog. So we sat there finished with our hotdogs and conversated a little more. And I cannpt forget to mention this little odd boy who gave us this scary long face half the time we were sitting, ahgg!

Well today was quite an adventure, loved it :)


And I love kev, haha period.


And gabbie too. :)

aches and pains

How good does it feel to be finished with captain tryoutas? Pretttyyy darn splendid.

But I am up at one am 107/112 of my sprite notes are completed and I'm just going to go to bed. My back hurts super bad, my knees are killing me .aye. After my ap euro test and taming of the shrew test, I think the rest of my day will be fun tomorrow. Plus, small dance gets to meet our new ballet teacher and its a minimum day. Sweet.


Oh how I love kevin velasquez :) I think I'm too hard on him though..


Night bitchez.

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Posting a blog while going to school. God I love my blackberry, although I am just a teenage kid with a working mom's phone.its flipping cold, I just hope winters saying goodbye.

For the last two days I've been feeling quite blank towards you. Fresh starts gettin old

thursday evenin, friday mornin

just finished my essay for english and oh boy can propaganda be explained in any more depth?

today i have to leave school around 1 ish 2 to go to esperanza and compete with my solo. joy. .? & competition season is almost over!!!?! which is insane. i guess i've been like so blah from practices that competition just goes by with the snap of the finger. before you and i know it,we'll be complaining for the comp season of '10 to come. betyah 2 bucks!

& i'm nervous for Nationals, nervous as in excited and just plain breaking a sweat nervous.

1. i need to get my studies back on track, on track on track.
2. focus, despite the difficulties
3. captain tryouts
4. stop picking that!!!3243$3#
5. be more organized
6. be nicer to you.
7. be better to you, even though you werent good to me for a while.
8. eh forget that span & that ... ew.


lately, ive been waking up to the moon.
and sleeping to the moon. . .

ketchup,catsup.

waiting things out; thats the way im entering 09-10. Not complaining, all anticipation.
Lets seeeee.

Practice & Winter formal- Saturday
Fountain Valley Comp. - Sunday
homework- in between the cracks
sleep- every chance i can get



camille belle,oh honay, she so prettayyyyy.

inspired. and now i want to change something, and i will.

happybirthday

Belated birthday from my blog to myself.
The 28th was my birthday and now i am officially a bitter-sweet sixteen.
It was the second day of finals, which are now ovah!, and it was sweeet.
I got to school to practice my solo, which i hardly kinda did.. Then the boys surprised me with this yummay cake with all these ugly pictures of myself on it. Kev got me a shit load of crap, the whole twilight series, a betsey johnson necklace, a dress, and a coffeebean giftcard. what a boy. my boy<3. bry got me an american apparel v neck, the one my sister freaking lost -.- and sy got me a fidora that i once tried at h&m hahaha. <3 i got a crap load of balloons from gabo and sy and bry. pow has yet to have told me what he's getting me....WEll we ate islands and saw beatfreaks at the americana :]

WEll, second semester is starting on monday, i can't wait to start all over and get this much closer to ending the year. West Co as well is on saturday, officially starting comp season with the WHOLE TEAM. I am ready to hit the ground running, although it feels like i have been for quite a while now..

“Today was good. Today was fun. Tomorrow is another one.”- Dr.Seuss